Wednesday, November 25, 2015

Wishes Upon a Star

Meteors 
Chunks of planets, space debris
Soaring towards Earth's atmosphere at over 30,000 miles per hour
Dull rock, pieces of ice
Plummeting into the night's sky in a glorious blaze, illuminating the darkness with its hue
If only for the blink of an eye

The Ancient Greeks used to believe that meteors, or shooting stars, were messages sent down from heaven to the ones they loved
One could only be so lucky to witness such a celestial phenomenon

Though science has since disproved this theory, I'm still on their side

Each morning I start my day to a screaming alarm clock at 5:20 a.m.
Through heavy eyelids, I hit the snooze, begging it for just five more minutes
I get up, out the warm embrace of the covers that surround me, and make the groggy walk to the bathroom where I throw cool water on my face, brush my teeth, and put on the clothes set out from the night before

I lace up my tennis shoes, head down the stairs, out the door, and into the stillness of the early morning
Most of the world is still getting in their last hour or so of sleep before beginning their day 
The earth is still
It's that brief period of time when the night coincides with day 
The moon casts it's glow, but a sun will soon be in its place 

Alone with my thoughts, I pump my arms in synchrony with my legs 
Sucking in air, letting it go

I run, freeing myself of worry and heartache with each mile I reach
Running truly is my therapy, as they say 

The day my mother left this earth is a day I'll never forget
And on that day, after weeks upon weeks of nonstop rain, there was light 
Sun and light that beamed over everything
On that day, I got dressed, laced up my tennis shoes, preparing for a long run ahead
I walked to my mother's room to plant a gentle kiss on her cheek, one that she would never know I left 

I'll never forget that day
And if it wasn't for the run that I did not get to take, I would have never gotten the chance to kiss her goodbye 

Even now, each time that I step out of that door 
Tennis shoes laced, music blaring
I look up to the sky, searching for you
Billions upon billions of stars illuminate the darkness 
And each morning that the stars are in sight, one always catches my eye the most 

A star, that darts quickly across the sky
Or maybe it falls slowly towards the horizon 
Sometimes one, sometimes three
But each morning, when I get up, with you in my heart, and stars in the sky, I witness that "celestial phenomenon" dropping from above 

Maybe it's science, or maybe the Greeks were right after all
So keep sending hello's from heaven, my sweet mom, I'll be waiting for another star to fall